sometimes..

Thursday, January 22, 2009

dead.
i feel dead

kay, people think i'm emo nowadays.
just because i wear black eyeliner,
black eyeshadow,
have a black jacket.
stereotypers. :(

well , i don't wear it outside daily or whatever, nonetheless i haven't actually worn that outside.
i'm not emo.
just.
curious. ;\

this picture means.

okay, so you know, they are both my maplestory characters.
the one in the red is the serious and reasoning one.
the one with the cute duck hat -ohobsession- is my fun, lovable personality.
who am I really?
no this is not from shugo chara, although I do have an obsession with that too. (: -squee-

nothing has changed, i still wonder about life.
but which personal am I?
i always display myself as the fun and lovable one,
in my heart, i'm quiet, and serious.

-sigh-

i love the inauguration speech elizabeth alexander has written for barack obama.
we analyzed it in class.
to me, it was "we have a dream". :]
i think martin luther king jr said those words, i'm not sure whatever.

for nothing has changed since then.

well i don't know.
do you hate me?
i know you don't know me,
but i get these glares from you.
and i know because i glare back.
what did i do?

why do you like doing it?
is it just for fun?
or is it trying to get on my nerves.
well guess what?
it's not.
or is it a way of telling me, i love you.
whatever, i tried.

do you still think of me?
even after that?
you stood me up,
but then again i stood you up too,
so i'm sorry.
come in contact with me for once would'you?

my name means independance.
from what i've heard of.
Josie.
( JO - Z ) or ( JO- C ).
i don't mind either pronounciation.
most people call me like jo - c.
very rare people call me jo - z.
but people do.
i honestly love my name.
it's unique.

that's all. toodles.(:
making msn emoticons now, then i have to do homework , then finally sydney maplestory. <3

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