sometimes..

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

thinking of going BLONDE.
all my friends are like, fuck no please please PLLEASSEE.
(: i just want to do it for fun when i get to vietnam, friggin awesome.(;

ummm. okay.
science project.
2O% done.
thanks ruby. D:
i'm forever counting on youu. (:

'' i just wanna tell you the truth,
not lie to you anymore.
never again, to step out my door."

i guess you were one of my friends.
who constantly said.
bffl .
bffl.
and turns out you weren't.
oh.

i had a friend like that once.
she changed alot. but no blame, we did too.
i miss her old self.
i miss going to the park with her and her.
and . i miss my childhood.

i wish there was a way.
to rewind for all the mistakes i've done.
but that'd be no fun.

in my own little world, i am
stargirl.

i can imagine it now;
everyone's in the cool grade eight hallway.
and we all start screaming and hugging eachother.
i walk through the doors, my head held down, with blonde hair to my waist.
and still, short as ever.

i can imagine someone being like
'' whose she ?"
and all pointing at me.

that'd. be . amazing.

a dream, would be to my mom be like
ok.
i would have to debate with her on that.
i am ready.
for I want to go blonde. (: <>

not doing it to look pretty.
not doing it to impress.
doing it for fun.
i guess you can say, I don't really care.
if someone goes, EEWWWW.
-cough-boys-cough-

(: and .
tim is getting sweeter and sweeter every day.
gosh, it just makes me so mad that i am so boring. ):
ai. someone teach me the way to socialize please. <3. (:

ummm.
yeeaaaaah.

(L)

♥ 7:19 PM